Currently Listening Gauze By Dir En Grey see related

hey nony nony

I want to go to Dir en Grey so bad that I had a dream I was at the concert… and KYO touched ME!!! xD it rocked… I was screaming jumping!!  And he spoke perfect English for some odd reason.  Then I woke up and I was sad.  So I may be getting to go with Andrea ( I believe her name is, hope I spelled it right).  Which makes me oh so happy in my pants.

There is a person named “smith” looking at my house right now to see how much its worth.  I think its like my dad has to buy the house from himself and mom or something… divorce is complicated.

I get to move into my new apartment august 6^th.  And guess who gets to come visit?  MASAYA!!! Yay~.  I’m moving into Broadway village apartment complex… its really nice.  Two pools, a lake, golf course, and tennis court.

Mr. Smith just finished so I’m free to go where I wish and I think I shall go biking for a bit… burn those calories!

Currently Listening Hard Rock Hallelujah By Lordi see related

yo momma

YAY LORDI!!!!

I’m posting because I feel like I need to… I have a live journal now so I just might get rid of xanga.

Yesterday I went to the mall with Brooke, and met John (kitty), paisley (can’t spell it…), Sarah weed, Nicole, and I think more people but I can’t remember.  I bought some super cool barrettes!!  I’m growing my bangs out.  They are silver, black, and pink, with skulls that have bows on them!!!  I love them good!!!  I’m going through a really bad really long pirate obsession stage.

I finally saw pirates two… it made me happy in my pants.  I won’t give any spoilers but I have to say this: WTF MO-FO GRAAAAAHHHH!!!!!  I jumped up and down at the end in the middle of the theater screaming NONONONONONO!!!!!

Heheheh

I’m back from my aunts house… I got back a long time ago…

I had lots of fun on the 4^th!!!

Two days before (in a row) I shot off huge fireworks with my sister, Haden, and phill/kat/something.  It made me happy in the pantsu!  On the actual 4^th I hung out with Nigel and cat and Eric and Mitchell.  Yay peoples…

I have done yet another sewing project.  Ren-fest dress this time.  I do plan on going to ren fest.  So I made a cool dress that I could wear and be all like “look how dorky and nerdy I am in my really fake renaissance dress!!!”

I hung out with Sarah and Nicole at Brady the other day… the first time I had ever been there.  I laughed at Sarah when she found out the DDR machine was gone hehehehe.  She wanted me to do it but I refused to humiliate myself… in public at least.  We mostly just played on computers and listened to Jui have orgasms xD!!!

I have the June issue of Cure now… and its got “D” on the front xD… I know absolutely nothing about this band, but I now have a free poster that will go on the wall of my new room.

Speaking of new room, my parents are legally separated.  My mom will be moving in later this month and I can post up all my posters and redecorate the WHOLE room.  I’m so happy.  I want a plaid theme… me and plaid are good together… were like this!!!  I really want that vanity chair from Spencer’s with the plether and the S&M look… it’s cool.

Anyway… till next time I love yall!

teusday june 27, My parents are offcialy no longer married.

I'm at my aunts... and about the "there are no moutain lions in missouri"

thats B.S.

there is a moutain lion in my aunts backyard... aka the woods. (im in the country)

mike wants to hunt it... weird sh*t

i had an anxiety attack last night, it hurt alot

I canft figure out if the movie I just watched was happy or sad.  But I know I really liked it, it was called gDear Frankieh.  About a deaf boy who meets a man pretending to be his father.  It was kind of sad and happyc I cried.  Itfs pathetic, I cry at movies way to often.

Yesterday me and Tina went to go see gfast and the furious three: Tokyo drift.  It was pretty good.  Cool cars, lots of SAMs and bad acting, its all goooood.  There is a girl in the movie that speaks once but is in several scenes.  It freaked me out because I saw her and practically shouted gHolly Sh*t!!!  Itfs Mars!!!!h  Because she was the actress in pretty guardian sailor moon live action.  I about died laughing ever time I saw her.  But I recommend the movie to everyone, its mildly entertaining.

I have moved up several levels in kingdom hearts two now.  I think Ifm about to do agrabah.  Not as far as people who beat the whole game in two days, but Ifm doing pretty good for someone who only plays about 2 hours a week.

For my birthday I got lots of money ^.^*.  I had a total of 200, but I spent a little bitc. Well 60 bucks, but Ifm going to get a job soon anyway so more money for me.  I think Ifm going to end up working at Michaelfsc that wonft suck too much.  But I wish there was a cooler place where I wouldnft have to interact with peoplec people scare me.

Dir en Grey concertc donft think I will be going.  Nigel wants to go but he doesnft even know the band and I donft want to go with someone who might decide half way through a concert that they donft like it.  Sarah canft goc and Tina will be in Japanc how sadc so alonec

Lost 2 poundsc gained 5 after my birthday cake which I had all to myself because I didnft have a partyc it was gay xD.  It was a dairy queen ice cream cake and had a giant rainbow pattern, so I dubbed it the gay cake.

Not much elsec have the may issue of ƒLƒ…ƒA(cure).

Pretty boysc. yum

Happy birthday to me… happy birthday to me….

            I really hate this… no birthday for me~

Sometimes I wish my parents would die… so I wouldn’t have to deal with their crap anymore, because their crap just ruined my week.

WARNING: rant ahead

So dad decided to invite my aunt here for the weekend because she wanted to come visit, my birthday is on Saturday and I have to spend it entertaining family because my dad has to work and my mom just doesn’t talk to his family.

So I try to work it out with mom so that my aunt and uncle can stay in the master bed room which is only used to store my mom’s cloths.  She said she would clean it up but she never did, and then last night my dad decided to talk to her about the room and she said she needed access to it.

So my dad gets pissed and calls my aunt and tells her that there is no room.  And this morning he blames me.  So I try to fix it and he throws a bit argument that its too late and she wont feel welcome and whatnot, so we don’t even know if they are coming.

I have had to clean the house all week, by myself like always.  They day my parents do housework is the day hell freezes over.

And I’m also really upset because mom and dad had to fight about this

Dad blamed me for not having everything ready, F*CK THAT, I had to do EVERYTHING and he expects it to all be figured out and he doesn’t have to do SH*T

Mom wants to through a big fit, “I’m not leaving this weekend, and they will just have to work around me”

I don’t get to have a party (not like it’s a big surprise haven’t had one since I was 8), but it’s a big deal for me this year because I’m turning 16.  I know cliché, but I just wanted to do something fun, even if it was just invite some friends over and watch stupid movies.  And the reason I can’t:  They don’t want to waste money before the divorce… Sorry I’m such a waste.

So I have to deal with my royally f’ed up family this weekend… and all I wanted to do was hang out with my friends and eat cake….

What do I get?

Screwed over.

Happy f*cking birthday to me